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Kakalimutan na kita

Siguraduhin mong hindi talaga pwedeng tayo

Napagisipan mo na ba

Dahil kakalimutan na kita

Heto na

Kakalimutan ko na rin

Mga sinabi mong wala palang ibig-sabihin

Pati na rin ang iyong ngiti

At mga luha sa iyong paghigbi(?)

Heto na

Heto na

Buburahin na sa isip

Ang hugis ng iyong mga mata sayong pagtawa

Kung pano ka ba manamit

Pati kung paano ka ba umibig/humilik

Heto na

Heto na

Heto na

Heto na

Heto na

Paano na nga ba

Kung hindi na tayo magkikita

Nawa’y mangyari

Hinain tayo ng kamay ng Diyos

Sa isang pagkikita

Sa isang pangitain

Kakalimutan na kita

Siguraduhin mong hindi talaga pwedeng tayo

Napagisipan mo na ba

Dahil kakalimutan na kita

Heto na

• me: why am I so lonely ? :/
• brain: you literally distance yourself from everyone, you can't express your emotions properly, you're terrified of commitment, you have intimacy probl-
• me: why am I so lonely ?? :/

Thes1s? Th3sis? The5i5?

Let me just start this post by saying thesis is no joke. Yes, I’m in my fifth year now and in my last semester. And although the end is near, it’s not in sight. At least, for me. I don’t have much time to write about everything now but all I know is, college has been easy for me and that fact has taken its toll on me. I am taking in all the hardship that I missed in my past years in my last year. If I make it, it would be a miracle.

I changed my thesis five times and wrote three books. My happiness and passion used to control over what my thesis would be but now all I want is to graduate.

Ora et labora still.

Hi, you.

(Source: Spotify)

If we established what we had, I would’ve fought for all of it.

There are moments wherein you just want time to stop.

Moments shared with you.

• Paano

I seriously want to disappear for a while.

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Twin Peaks

If there is one thing I miss the most from my trip to San Francisco, it would be Twin Peaks. 

I feel like it could be the happiest and the saddest place all at once for me. While I was up there, I definitely felt very happy but I also felt the potential of so many emotions in that place. I sort of wish we had a similar place here in Manila. A place where I could drive to any time of day and just be there; Sit and stare at the skyline of my city. 

I don’t believe in “happy places” because I really think that you make your own happiness but I do believe in moments where you just have to be somewhere else.